Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Let his head drop, Not your's....

"It's like he disappeared."
That's something I'd expect to hear from
but hearing it from my former comrades
is hard....
Knowing that we're grown women and men
and people still treat us like high school hopefuls
is disgusting

All the advice in the world
doesn't prepare you for
a heart that wasn't supposed to break
It's like...I gave them
99% percent of me
and I'm left with

Didn't mean to give you my all
but seemed like you were
giving me your's
...so I gave in
fell in a trap
and you sprung free
...Now I gotta rebuild
from the 1% I was left with
...[You] don't know you have that 99%
but something 'bout you changed to
not want me

remind me that
...life went on
but it didn't leave me behind
...forced me to move forward

Countless tears won't bring your sympathy
so let me shed them for closure
so I can forget bout you
...Time to
build a life around not clinging to someone
who doesn't clung to me

...My goal of getting that paper was slightly
deferred by you
and now
I'm only getting it faster
...Not saying that money'll love me
but suckas like you
that don't give a fuck
won't stop my roll

The role of life only gets bigger
I got my part
yet you don't know what a stage looks like

As I walk onstage to win my Oscar
I hope you're the paparazzi
standing outside
I hope you're the one I give a finger to
as I walk to my limousine
and drive off into the life of
the real
the success
the blessed
the good

Hearing my girl say
"It's like he disappeared"
is heart wreching
but I advised her to
get up and get gone
...He had no problem
doing it
without voice
...Pour them tears
Dry your face
Get back to your day-job;

Your job is to make sure you can provide for you
before any dick can provide your pleasure

...Make his head SCREAM
Don't ever let your's fall

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